One more year.
I was away on vacation for a week. Went to so cal for some Universal Studios, Knott’s Berry Farm, Disneyland, and Disney California Adventure action!! I have to say Universal was pretty boring and Knott’s was meh. Definitely brought back memories of working at California’s Great America and the fact that those two places are more alike than I thought. Knott’s is a bit better, but still just meh.
As for Disneyland and Disney California Adventure … awww maan … can’t get tired of that!! EVER!! And I know most of my friends can’t help but shake their heads at how many times I’ve gone there in the past few years and they can’t quite understand why I still love it so.
School begins Tuesday and I can’t help but feel like I wasted my summer … again. No job, wasted tons of time sitting in front of the computer without really designing. But I did start something new, being in a band and getting the opportunity to record. Made more plushies, but didn’t really design new ones. Made a handful of purses. Took photos for a bridal shower. But now it’s back to school and I need to work my butt off this last year!!
I’ve got a difficult Typography class and 4 other classes to juggle and I really need to design more to fill up my portfolio with more work. Sometimes I feel like I need an assignment like school or else my mind thinks too much and I can’t get it to focus on anything. It’s things like this where I’m thinking “Well .. SHIT!! If I’m like this now then what can I really expect out of myself in the future?” Then I ponder like crazy and get slightly depressed at thinking about my waste of time. UGH!! Why … why do I keep doing this. Bleh.
I need to push.
